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"It's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die..."-Marina Diamandis

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This blog is about my weight loss (trying my best to be HEALTHY) and my depression/self harm.
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Age: 20
Height: 5'8"
☾CW: 311☽
SW: 315.6

GW4: 299
GW 3: 270
GW 2: 240 [By March 2013]
GW1: 200
☾UGW: 165☽

LW: 160
HW: 319
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I want to:
☑ find love
☐ quit cutting
☐ have self esteem


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tardis-blue-boxes:

larry-in-the-tardis:

abhortion:

I think I missed out on the “neat and cute handwriting” gene that every girl seems to have and this is unfair

Intelligent people have messier handwriting because they think fast. When you think and process things faster, you can also write quicker, but it’s going to be sloppy. People with neat writing are usually (no offense) not as smart. I embrace my shit writing.

^Bless this





fitness-is-fit-for-me:

funfitnfab:

healthyinfinities:

first ever legs/booty progress…

no squats, just running!

you mean to say that…if i keep running, my thighs will become defined like that? :-D

wow you look awesome :) 




sexxxisbeautiful:

bana05:

soambitchous:

“When you say “no,” and you mean “no,” and the other person, regardless of whether it’s in a situation where somebody wants to attack you or a situation where somebody wants to change your opinion…

When you say no, and the other person continues, you should think immediately — not “how do I make it nice, how do I make it better” — but immediately think why is this person trying to control me because “no” is a complete sentence.”

Oh Em Gee. I needed this today!

Wisdom.

Yes!






i’d dress nicer but i dont have the money or body







I need to be thinner and prettier and nicer and less depressed because I suck






Quinoa Salad-In-A-Jar in 4 International Flavors…RECIPE






thisisreallyforme:

Thanks for keeping all of these terrible photos mom haha





  • You binged last night: You still have to eat today.
  • You binged an hour ago: You still have to eat today.
  • You've binged all week: You still have to eat today.
  • You've binged all month: You still have to eat today.
  • No matter how much you've eaten, you still are allowed to be hungry, you still are allowed to eat. Food is not the enemy.


beforeandafterfatlosspics:

marrigankaxwell

Sorry I wasn’t really in the same pose, but I just found the picture on the left a couple of days ago and wanted to compare them to each other. The picture on the left was around 4 years ago, and the picture on the right is me currently. There is about a 75lb weight difference. At first I started slow and steady, and once the weight started to come off I took it more seriously. It was all diet, exercise, and staying motivated. 

I’m 5’8 and on the left I was around 212lbs, and on the right I’m about 135lbs.





onlinecounsellingcollege:

Tip 1: Make happiness a priority. If happiness is not at the top of your list then other things will take precedence. If other things take precedence, they may well interfere with your efforts to feel good.

Tip 2: Make plans to be happy. Those who fail…




7knotwind:

JERRY SALTZ
advice for artists
(quote found via:toddahh)


attains:

attains:

if i were a murderer i’d be the febreze murderer and lead my victims blindfolded to undisclosed locations and i’d ask them what they smelled and they’d be like “omg ocean air and tulips” and then i’d rip off the blindfold and it would be A PILE OF THE BODIES OF MY PREVIOUS VICTIMS

my mom made me go to a therapist because of this